i mish him lahh shey .. haish ..

haish !!

what the fuck !!

y r we like dis ma dear ??

takkan sal pm tuhh ponn eu nak cam gnik nan i ??

i never meant to hurt eur feelings ..

n dat pm , its just random lahh sheyy ..

im NOT okaes without eu lahh sheyy ..

I LOVE YOU !!

but i just dunoe y im scared ..

n dats the reason y sumtyms i acted differentlie ..

today shucks to the core bebeh ..

eu slept til 8pm ..

n i didnt even get to tok to eu otp .. haish ..

mish eu lahh sheyy..

well .. mayb im used to haf eu ard ..

dats y i felt so lost wen eur not ther ..

i didnt show dat i care but dat doesnt mean i reallie dun care ..

yg2 .. pls come bck ..

i mish eu so much .. so damn much ..

im sory if i over reacted ..

but i reallie mish eu bebeh ..

hope we're gona b okaes soon ..

do tok to mie kkaes bebeh ..

muahks !!

[ZaRa_biOlz] [HeArTs] [tOyoL]

aNotHer DaY sPeNt wiTh HiM

HeLLo peEps !!
wAs ouT yEstErDae ..
fiRst , wEnt to tOyoL's hsE ..
wAke hiM Up ..
dEn MaKaNnn ....
deNn aCcoMpaNie HiM tO tHe bAnk ..
tO seTtLe sOmE sTuffS ..
dEn wEnt tO cUt HiS hAir ..
n i dO wAsh, bLow n tReAtmEnt ..
hmMm .. wAs sO sO sLepiE sHiotS .. hEheKs ..
aFtA dAt wE weNt tO Jurong Point ..
pLanniNg tO wAtcH TraNsFormErs ..
But wAs cAncElleD bcOs tHerS sO maNie pPl lAhh sHeyy ..
dEn wE waLk aRd n sEarCh FeR dVds ..
n hE bOugHt 'siFu & tOnggA' ..
dUn aSk Mie wat MoviE isH daT laHh ..
bUt iT waS sO dAmn fUnniE .. wAkaKa !..
An !! An !! An !! (:
dEn wAtch AnUgEraH .. rEpeaT ..
'cOmmEnt sEssiOn' .. haha ..

yEsteRdaE iSh tHe fErs tYm i LafF sO mUch wEn iM wiF HiM ..
hEhe .. veRy3 fUn ..
n He keEps oN sAyin 'iLOVEyou' ..
bUt i dUnOe wHeTheR i sHud bEliEve iT oR nOt ..
hAish !~
kkAes .. 4gEt bOut iT ..
hMmm .. i'LL updAte aGaiN soOn aiTes ..
tAkE cArE ..

LoVe ,
ZaRa_biOlz

MakaN daY !! (:

boO !~

yesterday i went to his house ..
he stil havent bathe wen i reached ther ..
masham !!~ haha ..
we ate Roti Jala/Roti Kirai afta he had his shower ..
den watched movie all the wae til 10+pm sia ..
aiyayo .. was unaware of the tym lahh .. hees ..
den we ate rice .. he fed mie .. haha ..
den fruits !! hees ..
i ate so much lah yesterdae ..
i ate Roti Jala/Roti Kirai , Rice , Fruits , Mee Goreng n Maggi !!
hahahaha .. wow !!
ma stomach was like bloated sia .. hehe ..
like Pooh sia .. wakakaka ..
klah .. buhbye !~

[ZaRa_biOlz]

KiUt tAkk kTer ?? hees (:

updates ..

hello !!

so long didnt update ma blog ..
dunoe wher to start ehhs ..
hmm .. kkaes .. here it goes ..


since the day i 'disappear' , i spent most of ma tym wif tOyoL ..
he treats mie gud , care bout mie n stuffs lahh ..
had lotsa activities .. hees ..
hmm .. i do mish ma family ..
but i just ned tym fer maself ..
hmm .. hope they're all okaes ..



heyy !! yest WE went to ECP ..
ZaRa_biOlz , tOyoL ,
LayDee , GaMbiiT ,
KecHiiq , aZiZ ,
cHucKie n his fwen ..
we rent bikes n rollerblades ..
it was so damn funn .. but tiring ..
haha .. den threw ourself in the water ! hees ..
gues wat ?? im dark !! ):
den we ate at mac .. tOyoL's treat .. haha ..
hmm .. well .. looking forward to more fun activities .. hees ..

n to those hu thot dat ive changed , i NEVER !!
im stil mie .. n i treat eu all the same ..
i mish eu guys .. seriouslie .. so damn much !!
n i never wished dat we wud drift apart ..
cHipMuNk n aYaNg ~ i never threw eu guys from ma life .
FaMiLy ~ eu guys r stil in mie . n i stil ned eu guys .
kuzzies ~ thnks fer the care .
hmm .. tc loves !~

ZaRa_biOlz

weee !!~

i met him ..
hehe .. who ?
TOYOL !!
ahaks ..

well .. i feel hapie weneva im wif him urh ..
n im Loving him loads !! (:

Heyy !!

yest went out wif Diyan , Yaya n her boifey ..
fers we went to Bestway building ..
fer wat ??
One Minute Of Fame !!!
wakakakaka ..
drank HL .. n get stomachache .. damn ..
hmm .. den we went to marina ..
we ate at the food court ..
i bought nasik briyanie ..
n guess wat ??!! they serve it wif a tray lahh shey !!
haha .. idiot !
den we hangout at the esplanade rooftop ..
played games . took pics n were having so much fun ..
weeeee !!~


n den i planned to mit Zali ..........................


hmm ..
we met him at somerset ..
he n his fwens were watching street dance competition ..
so we joined ....
ermmx ... hapie ?
well ... mayb yes ..
i was hapie ..
fer a while .. haha ..
but den ma mood was like so Jiwang sia ..
i dunoe y ..
i miss him .. yea ..
but he doesnt seem to care ..
so y shud i kann ? hmm ..

afta dat we went to skate park n sat ther fer a while ..
watch dem skate .. cool .. haha ..
met Hidayat .. Diyan's fwen ..
n i think dat wil b the fers n the last .. hahaks ..
no comment ...
he curiik ma songs ehk btw .. chicken !!
hees .. afta dat we went bck ..

at home , i cant slep ..
kip on thinkin bout him ..
i read novel n listening to songs ..
i was awake till 6+am ..
n mie n Fyfie planned to go fer a jogg ..
but i slept till 9am .
n to Fyfie .. sory !!
hees .. but i gues eu dun take it to heart cus im just born to b like dat n eu knew it all the tym ..
haha ..

n here i am now ..
slept fer 2 hours n im not slepie at all ..
well .. i think he's stil slepin ..
must b a tiring nyt fer him ..
well .. he was bsy havin fun .. hmm ..
kkaes ... wateba !!
i'll upload the pics if i haf it ..
soon .. but not now ..
dahh .. til den ...
adios !!


[ZaRa_biOlz]