suppose its gona b a bad dae .. haish !

WHAT THE HELL ??
he stil kips his ex mcgs ?..
now den i realize ?..
haish ..
kkaes .. think positive ..
mayb he's just lazie to delete all the mcgs ..
urgh ! wadeva ..
shit !! its gona b a bad day i gues ..
haish ! haish ! haish !

ouh yahh ..
btw , i miss eu too .. haha ..
muahks !
cant stop loving eu lahh kann ..
ILYSM !!!!

2nd day of puase ..

todae ish the lamest dae ever ..
haish ..
tell mie wads e use of fastin if eu slept al dae long ??
like wad the fuck kann .. haiyoh ..
just now break fast wif ma bro n yaya onie ..
ma parents went to ma grandparents hse..
hmm .. den afta dat went to my port ..
lek2 , chill2 , tok2 wif yaya n smoke ..
n gues wad ??!!
ma brader actualie saw mie smokin lahh sheyy ..
i was like OMIGOD !!
hmm .. but his reaction wasnt like wad i expected ..
feel guilty lahh kann .. hees ..
oh2 !! kuruku !~

FIRST DAY OF PUASE

hello ..
yest afta sahur i watched army daze n slep at 8am ..
haish .. army daze ..
reminds mie of sumone ..
ermm .. woke up at 12 ..
read mcg den kol HiM immediatelie ..
tok wif HiM .. den andie den went out ..
break fast outside ..
den go home ..
gues wat ??
thers no one at home wen i came bck ehk btw ..
dunoe wher ma parents gone to ..
everybodie's missing ..
hmm .. gerek pe fers dae puase nie mcm ..
well , wat to do .. hmm ..
to sumone .. i haf 2 werds fer eu ..
GROW UP lahh ..
dun b soo childish lahh kaes ..
im just a step away from hating eu ..
dun make mie hate eu lahh kkaes ..
just stop wadeva eur doin ..
they dun wan mie , its up to dem ..
they haf their own reason(s) fer not accepting mie ..
as fer the EGO guy eu mentioned in eur journal ..
i noe he's not as EGO as eu think he ish ..
i understand his situation very well ..
he even pitied eu wen he read eur journal ..
ish dat eur motive of writing those journals ??
to make dem feel dat wae ??
haish .. post it on tagged fer everyone to read ?
tak perlu lahh ehkk ..
haish .. im realie irritated shiots ..
haishh .. kau pehh pasal lahh ..
let mie repeat dis again ..
JUST DON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU KKAES ..

toodles .. (:

THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO WANTS TO SEE ME WEARING A DRESS !!

hahaks .. got nothin better to do lahh dat tym ..

so tried out the dresses lorr ..

wakaka !~

[[ZaRa_biOlz]]

SMILE !!

woots !~
mie chatted wif beAr2 till 4am ..
webcam .. hahaks ..
he kip on askin mie to smile .. haha ..
gyler lahh die ..
hmm .. ouh yahh ..
he told mie dat he read kydo's journal at tagged ..
he said ' i believe the journal ish fer eu .'
n he pitied kydo ..
gud lahh kann ..
at least thers sumone hu pity him ..
mie ?.. i just cant b bothered lahh ..
sory to say dat ..
i was not in a gud mood yest ..
but i felt better wen i chat wif bear2 ..
much2 better !! (:
he kol mie nyonya lahh , amoi lahh ..
haha .. biskott tol ..
btw kann ..
i havent had 1 since yest nyt ..
hees .. kecoh pe .. sengaje tak belik ..
n yahh .
i think i noe y im confused ..
im confused cus i dunoe whether tOyoL realie love mie or not ..
im confused cus i dunoe whether i shud wait fer tOyoL or not ..
hmm .. im addicted to my sweetest addiction ..
love him loads .. muahks !~