SpEciaLLiE FoR YOU

specially for [[DIDI]]

dis is for eu baby..
i want to apologize if i made eu feel really bad ..
i didnt mean to ..
but i just cant accept it when eu disapppeared just like dat ..
left me wif nothin ..
not even a gudbye ..
eu left me thinkin of all the possibilities ..
i felt dat eur just toying wif my feelings ,
not serious abt us ,
nvr meant every single word eu said
n made me think dat eur just the same like all the sweet talkers out ther ..

just now , wen eu were online ,
n were tryin to explain wat actualy hapen ,
i didnt believe eu ..
its hard for me to accept eur apology
cos it hurts me so much thinkin of wat hapen for the past few daes ..
i realy dont wan to even think abt it ..


my type of person is
simple , secretive , stone hearted , can forgive easily ,n matured thinkin ..
im okay if you're okay with me ..
secretive , mostly about the guy i admired ..
hard to change my feelings ..
i believe that everyone makes mistakes , even myself ..
n i may be young , but not everyone's the same ..

i'll gif eu tym to noe mor abt me ..

sory fer all the mistakes dat i've done to eu ..

dis song just kip on repeatin n repeatin in ma mind ...

i mish him .. haish ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qk310y_oOxE

OMIGOD !!

todae was so boring sia ..

ma mum woke mie up at 10+am ..

n i reached auntie jijai's hse at ard 12pm ..

its like so earlie ..

the owner of the house wasn't even ther sia ..

3+ or 4+ den pojie's family came ..

haish .. plan kokap shiots ..

no comment urh ..

i thot it wud b a very2 fun dae todae ..

but it seems to b so boring !!

haiyah .. no mor sia ..

hmm .. im feelin down ..

seriouslie ..

i dunoe y ..

but i often feel sad n feel like cryin ..

wats hapening ehk ??

haha .. siao !!

wakakaka ..

kkaes ... gudnyts ..

Went to SportsLink

well , im supposed to go ther fer an interview ..

they gave mie a stewpid form ..

n told mie dat they wont b any interview ..

they wil kol mie by next week n the interview wil b held at their HQ ..

like cb sia .. wasted ma bloodie damn time ..

Met Dean

i met him at BnS ..

den we hang out at his void deck ..

tok2 n chilled .. haha ..

Met Putri n Pojie

we're supposed to mit them at 6.30pm ..

but we reached ther at 6.50pm .. haha ..

den we walk at cwp ..

surveyin stuffs .. hees ..

den went to Civic ..

sit2 n tok2 ..

ouh yahh .. Pojie's so called gf was ther too ..

wakaka ..

den mie n Putri went to cwp fer the 2nd tym ..

she was bsy thinkin of wat to buy fer her mum ..

n i was bsy tokin wif 'HiM' on the phone ..

hahahahaha ..

wen she's done wif her stuffs , she went to her dad's fwen's place ..

mie , Pojie n nadiah sat at Titanic ..

n we tok bout our familly matters .. hahaha ..

Den i went bck

in ma room .. i lied down , lazing ard n wrote sumtin on ma diary ..

listened to music n sing a long .. hees ..

tidy up ma messy room ..

N here i am now

blogging .. haha ..

wil go to slep soon ..

2moro is gona b fun !!

yeah !!

'He' owe mie roses n bear2 ..

haha .. okaes ..

im not serious bout dat ..

haha .. klah ..

im off !! toodles ..

Loves ,

biOlz =)

BooHoo !!!


just now i woke up at 2.30pm sia ..
hees .. den chilled ..
online , check mails ..
at ard 5pm i went out ..
met mama at cwp ..
ate mcchicken .. hees ..

went to ma brader's werkplace to send him some food ..
we went to north point afta dat ..
n i saw a kiut guy at KFC .. haha ..
mama saw dem fers den told mie .. hehe ..
n we reached home ard 9pm just now ..

ma brader reached home at 10pm ..
n he asked maman n Han to help him shift sum stufs ..
hehe .. i saw 'HiM' !!
ma fers love .. hmm ..
well , i felt nervous .. haish ..
dun tell mie i stil love 'HiM' ..

n here's sum updates bout didi ..
he didnt mcg mie the whole dae todae ..
i wonder y sudenlie he changed ..
isit ma fault ?..
did i do anitin rong ?..

urgh !! wateva lahh ..
im not gona waste ma tym thinkin bout guys ..

ehh , im not used to not wearin a watch sia ..
feel very awkward sia .. haish ..
im hungry !! haha ..
btw .. 2moro i hafta go fer an interview ..
weehee .. so .. hafta slep earlie ..

klah syg .. buhbye ..
gud morning .. hehe ..

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