The Most Boring Day For The Singles ..

HEYY !!
wana noe sumtin ??
im freakin bored ryt now ..
Diyan n Yaya went out ..
mit their BFs ..
so i gues todae ish the dae fer the Single ones to stay home ..
haish !~ mendakk gyler lahh sheyy ..
well , currentlie Diyan ish attached wif a mat motor ..
haha .. wats wif the mat motor ehk ??
** i wonder **
she seems hapie wif dat guy ..
so ya .. all the best .. (:
and dat guy bought fer her helmet ..
ade tAzzY .. ):
jeles i .. haha ..
kkaes .. stop it .. i dun ned a helmet aniwaes ..
hmm .. bler nak g east coast agiik ehk ?..
rindu laks nak maen rollerblade .. hmm ..
**thinking bout 'you know who' **
ermm .. still thinkin whether wana join Putri dis Wed ..
Bowling beb .. dah lamer tak maen .. hehe ..
n asl smorg nanak maen catchin niek ??
dat tym ajak Kydo , die tanak ..
ajak bAchEnN , die ponn tanak ..
boring urh dorg ehk ..
sape lahh leyy lyn aku nye mepek ??
agiik2 tym nga mendak gnik .. haha ..

hmm .. tdik ku tgk calendar ..
dah 2weeks n 5 days takk npk muke die ..
rindu kahh ?? hees ..
ntahlahh ehk .. no comment urh ..
eu shud noe oreadie pe by now ..

dat tym bAchEnN saw the movies tix dat i kept at the card holder tuhh ..
den he was like ' chey , simpan sheyy .. ' hehe ..
Kydo n Diyan said dat he likes mie ..
its like WTH .. hees ..
NO IT CANT BE TRUE !!
haha .. dramatic sia ..
but he ever said sumtin to mie ..
he love dis one ghurl ..
he lose her once , n he dowan it to hapen fer the second tym ..
but he dunoe how to tell her dat he realie love her ..
hmm .. Diyan said dat the ghurl ish mie ..
but i dun think so lahh kann ..
hmm .. or i dun even wana think bout it ??
ntahlah ehk .. sumtyms i noe wats hapenin but i tend to act as if nothin hapen ..
ish dat wat im doin ryt now ??
thinking too much bout tOyoL n not seein thers sumone infront of mie ??
ntahlah ehk .. but dis heart haf a reason dat reasons dun understand ..
so ya .. dun blame mie lahh kaes ..
but the bottomline ish , THAT GIRL IS NOT ME .. hehe ..

hmm .. thot he wont kol mie yest ..
but he did .. hmm .. i mean dis mornin ..
he kolled at ard 4+am ..
tol pehh bAchEnN .. hehs ..

I MISS MY PEEPS !!
bler agiik ehk nak kua nan dorg ..
hmm .. c how lahh kann ..
klah .. sampai disini saje ..
buhbye .. tc .. love eu .. mUaHks !!

[[ZaRa_biOlz]]

heyy ..
nakk update apa ya .. hehe ..
hmm .. kkaes .. recentlie im contactin wif dis one guy ..
i'll just name him as 'bAchEnN' lahh kaes ..
we owaes hangout 2gether ..
wif Kydo n Diyan .. sometyms wif otha ppl lahh ..
but most of the tym its onlie the 3 of us ..
mie , bAchEnN n Kydo ..
well , the motive ish to make mie not to think bout tOyoL ..
but Kydo n bAchEnN owaes made mie think of him ..
hmm .. yea , bAchEnN noes bout tOyoL ..
i told him almost everything ..
fer example science ctr , catchin , 'usah tinggal daku kekasih' , zali zali boom boom n etc lahh kann ..
its not dat i wana 4get tOyoL ..
but i hafta 4get the feelings ..
cus he wans it to b dat wae ..
he wans mie to MOVE ON ..
but like bAchEnN said , we can onlie 4get the feelings we had but not the person we ever loved ..
but its not easy fer mie to let him go wen i stil haf the feeling dat he stil love mie ..
if we love each otha so much , y does it hafta end dis wae ??
its like as if thers nothin we can do to make it werk btwn us ..
hmm .. yea .. i dun sae much .. i onlie type wat i feel ..
n yea , now im typin ..
im letting it all out ..
I LOVE HIM ..
I MISS HIM ..
but i gues he's doin just fine w/o mie ..
unlike mie , struggling , lost n dwelling bout the past ..
haish .. why the hell m i crying ehk ?..
haish .. it just hurts mie so much ..
so damn much .. URGH !!!
im losing grip ..
like cb sia ..

wHeN iSh tHe tiMe ??..

haish ..
i need time to get over you ..
hmm .. its all fated right ..
after its all over
my phone spoilt and everythings gone ..
no more pictures of us ..
no more messages ..
no more memories left ..
the things that makes me think of you are
the peoples who ever knew about us
the places we've went to
the times we had
and the things you bought for me ..
other then that , there's nothing left here with me ..
one day , sooner or later
all the sweet memories will turn into history ..
if thats what you really want ..
i'll leave you for good ..
hmm .. not to say stupid things about girls
but once they love a guy so much its not easy for them to let go ..
and it will take a long time for the wound to heal ..
so i hope you can bear with me a little bit longer ..
i need some time to get over you ..
and im sorry for everything ..

[[BabYoLurpes]]

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i dowan eur FULL attention ..
i dun ned eu to spend ALL eur time on mie .
all ive ever wanted is SOMEONE fer mie to love n to be loved ..
a relationship dat LAST ..
i nvr ask fer anithin mor ..
but i respect eur decision to just FORGET bout everythin ..
yeah .. n thanks to eu too ..dun worry bout mie cus im gona b okaes ..
n bout dat karma thingy ..
i hope dat it wont hapen cus i dowan dat to hapen to eu ..
i wan eu to b hapie no matter wat hapens ..
n yeah .. its just the beginning ..
hmm .. thers nothin i hafta say either ..
so yahh ..
wateva it ish , i'll stil b ther if eu ned mie ..

*STILLcantSTOPthinkingABOUThim*

buhbye .. love yahh .. tc .. muahks .. (:
[[ZaRa_biOlz]]

23rd July 2oo9

tOyoL said (2:50 AM):
zara... i kept thinkin n think bout wat i ave said 2 u...

tOyoL said (2:50 AM):
i noe it hurts..

tOyoL said (2:51 AM):
and theres no point if i say sori 2 u.. cos it still will hurt...

tOyoL said (2:52 AM):
its just tat i dun want 2 keep u waitin n think bout me..

tOyoL said (2:53 AM):
theres alot tat u can do besides tat...

tOyoL said (2:54 AM):
i know where i stand.. im not ready 2 reli take care of u.. i tried... but i just cant... theres simply many other things tat is more important 2 me rite now..

tOyoL said (2:54 AM):
and i reli hope u can understand..

tOyoL said (2:55 AM):
i noe ur the gerl tat doesnt say much.. u only type wat u feel... tats just the way u r..

tOyoL said (2:57 AM):
there no point being together if i cant give my full attention n care 4 u.. although i tried.. but its just for some moments.. and i dun wanna hold u back any longer...

tOyoL said (2:58 AM):
u have a life 2 live..

tOyoL said (2:59 AM):
just 2 let u noe n stop u from wonderin more..

tOyoL said (2:59 AM):
wat eva i have said 2 u.. i reli mean it..

tOyoL said (2:59 AM):
the love n miss u..

tOyoL said (3:00 AM):
its from my heart...

tOyoL said (3:00 AM):
to hurt u now its beta den to hurt u later on..

tOyoL said (3:01 AM):
and i noe... its not fun 2 hurt someone... esp those who is sincere n honest in relationship..

tOyoL said (3:02 AM):
it will definately get back 2 me... the karma will com...

tOyoL said (3:02 AM):
one day.. ill get it 2.. being hurt.. n feel wat u feel rite now..

tOyoL said (3:03 AM):
i wanted 2 call u.. even meet u just 2 explain dis 2 u.. but i simply cant say it..

tOyoL said (3:04 AM):
i dun noe y.. maybe i always hav the tot tat u will just keep quiet n just listen..

tOyoL said (3:04 AM):
sumtimes i dunnoe how 2 interact wit ya..

tOyoL said (3:05 AM):
ur the action type.. less words.. if u understand wat i mean..

tOyoL said (3:06 AM):
hmm...

tOyoL said (3:06 AM):
guess tats all i have 2 say..

tOyoL said (3:06 AM):
the rest its up 2 u..

tOyoL said (3:08 AM):
i reli have no much say in this anymore.. i just hope tat wateva it is... atim or zara... just b urself.. n b happy k.. life is short..

tOyoL said (3:09 AM):
and thk u 4 ur neva endin love n care 4 me..

tOyoL said (3:09 AM):
thk u 4 ur time n patience...

tOyoL said (3:09 AM):
thk u 4 hugs n kisses..

tOyoL said (3:10 AM):
thk u 4 everythin..

tOyoL said (3:10 AM):
oh yah.. ur 'dale'.. u want it back? hmm.. kalau nak ckp k..

tOyoL said (3:11 AM):
learn 2 speak up n express urself 2 ppl more..

tOyoL said (3:11 AM):
it helps them understand u more..

tOyoL said (3:13 AM):
BTW atim/zara... its not the end.... its just the begining.. hear from u soon..