It Ends Tonight ..

well .. todae ehk ..
was a normal dae ..
fetched Yasin ..
i was late ehk btw ..
haish ..
sent him bck den i went to kak maia's hse ..
lek2 pat sane ..
SLEEP !! haha ..
ate alot .. seriouslie ..
cam nak meletop sia perot ..
haha .. ouh yahh .. bought donut at Marsiling ..
hees .. sodap shiots !!
tak caye g belik urh ..


yest tok wif beAr2 ..
bbual cam biase ..
klaka seram ade , kiyut ponn ade ..
hmm .. i enjoyed tokin to him ..
dari dulu pai skg , atim senang nak communicate nan die ..
walaupon kdg2 'network' cam siak .. (cHiPsMoRe kann .. jap ade , jap takde .. )
walaupon die panggil atim nyonya ..
i stil feel comfortable tokin to him ..
he can b a brader , a fwen , a father n a biscuit ..
hahaks !~
yea .. lu gerek urh brader !! (:

tdik pat umah kak maia i disturb kydo ..
sal Diyan ..
den i think he canot take it n kol zali ..
i dunoe wats his motive lahh kann ..
but i was realie pissed off ..
acted normal ..
thers no use lettin him noe how i felt ..
not a big deal aniwaes ..
Zali ..
he's one of the passer-bys in ma life ..
dunoe whether he realie love mie or not .. haha ..
wateva it ish .. i dun care animor ..
kak maia said its ma fault ehk btw ..
wat hapen btwn mie n beAr2 - my fault ..
wat hapen btwn mie n zali - my fault ..
yelahh .. my fault .. nak ckp ape lagiik kann ..
smue aku yg salah ..
org maen tarik2 tali nan aku ponn aku pehh salah ..
org busted aku ponn aku pehh salah ..
org tglkan aku n kasik alasan bodoh ponn aku pehh salah pe kann ..
so no matter wat they did to mie , its all my fault ..

BEST ACTRESS - the title kydo gave mie ..
if im the best actress den eu must b the best actor ryt ?
tell eu wat ..
lets just end all the acting thingy here kkaes ..
its jus not ryt ..
susah lahh nak jdik actress .. byk sgt pressure ..
so i gues the game ends here ..
n btw , i dun deserve the BEST ACTRESS title ..
cus loving bear2 wasnt an act .. NEVER !!
but i noe i did okaes ..
loved zali , it wasnt an act either ..
so i dun ned to b an actress ryt ?
loved people unconditionally n dis ish wat i get ?

haha .. im not a player ..
so to those people hu wana play games , im totally out of dis kkaes ..
sick n tired wif all dis stewpid games lahh ..
haish ..
all my life i onlie trust 1 guy ..
just one ..
n he wil b the onlie one .. foreva n owaes ..

hmm .. klah .. dahh pnat type ..
gudnyt !! Loves .. (:


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beAr2 .. bebeh .. bby ..

hello ..
he told mie dat he love mie ..
but im just confused lahh kann ..
haish ..
im dunoe y im afraid to lose 'HiM' n HiM ..
do i stil love HiM ?..

ANSWERS FROM THE HEART :

beAr2..
i noe dat i stil ned eu ..
its sumtin i cant deny ..
ive known eu since i was a kid ..
n ive been sharing wif eu since i dun even remember wen ..
how can i ever forget eu ??
eu wil owaes b ma 'One-In-A-Million' guy ..

bebeh ..
if eu were to ask mie dat qn once again ..
the ans wud stil b the same ..
im stil the same ZaRa eu knew ..
i wil kip ZaRa in ma heart like i kip eu in ma heart ..
ZaRa remain unchanged cus of eu ..

bby ..
it touches mie wen eu told mie dat eu love mie ..
but i stil cant get over beAr2 n bebeh ..
haish .. im sory ..
i noe dat the truth hurts ..
but i just hafta let eu noe ..
hmm .. but no worries ..
nothings gona change ..

Loving Someone Is Not Easy .. And Being Loved By Someone Is Difficult ..
i noe it makes no diff ryt ?? haha ..
klah2 .. gues dats it ..
toodles ..

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my weekends

hmmmmmmmmmmm ....
friday ..
fetched Yasin .. n handed him to Yaya ..
den waited fer p2 at Cwp ..
makan LJS .. den g lpak pat port ..
afta dat thot of goin to maia's hse ..
but wak man dah pai pat bwh blk maia's ..
so p2 tak naek ..
mie n Kydo naek jap ..
den i planned to go to Admiralty's pasar malam ..
n we did .. haha ..
we walked ehk btw ..
n i slept earlie dat day ..

saturday ..
met putri at Cwp den walked to her hse area ..
lpak jap den met kak maia n her family at Yishun ..
go makan ..
mie n Kydo shared a plate of nasi ayam penyet as we've oreadie eaten ..
den we took train to Admiralty mrt den walked from ther to ma hse ..
haha ..
mental torture ?? nolah .. blueks !!

last week was great !!
i ate so much .. haha ..
2 plates of rice one day ..
a plastic full of tidbits ..
n a dozen of donuts !! hahaks ..

all thanks to Kydo ..
cos of him lahh i ate so much ..
haha ..

yesterdae ..
woke up at 7.45am ..
went to Johor .. ma kuzzies wedding ..
the journey from the guys hse to the ghurls hse ish so damn far ..
i slept sia in the van ..
gerak dari umah makcik kush kul 7.30pm ..
pai s'pore ard 10+..
like WTF ??!!
so tired ..
hmm .. den bdak2 dtg umahh ..
bAchEnN ponn ade .. hmm ..
he didnt salam mie ..
but ther was a couple of tyms i caught him lookin at mie ..
hmm .. biar lahh die .. sukeati die lahh kann ..
malas lahh nak pk anyak2 ..

hmm .. 2 movies in a week ..
UP n Where Got Ghost ..
huhu ! bler nak g tgk agiik yg2 ??
hahaks .. dis Friday mitting Iffah ..
woohoo !~ she ask mie bout my new guy ..
haha .. hmm ..
im mitting Kydo n p2 later at ard 3+ ..
lpak jekk kott ..
hmm .. i got no money lahh sheyy ..
like cb .. haish ..
wth .. wateba it ish ..
im realie moving on ..
i dun think of him latelie ..
but i do mish him as a fwen lahh kann ..
hope he's doin gud too ..
the guy hu gave mie dis name - BabYol
**smiles**
klah .. tc yahh .. Happy Monday !! wakaka ..
Loves ... MuAckiEs !!

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Where Got Ghost

FUNNY ! BEST !
hees .. yea bebeh ..
'Where Got Ghost' is soooooo worth eur money n time ..
hees .. i laf all the wae ..
sittin arrangement was like dis .. from left to ryt ..
mamat , siti , farah , wawan , pojie , an . paijal , beAr2 , kydo n mie ..
hehe .. 10 peeps altogether ..
hmm ..
kydo said dat beAr2 kept on lookin at us ..
n wen we fers came beAr2 said to kydo ' laen mcm jekk .. ' n looked at mie ..
wats his motive ehk ?..
stop it ehk ckp nan die .. hees ..
den wen he's goin off , i salam him ..
but it just felt diff ..
his hands didnt even touch my forehead ehk btw ..
haish .. dunoe wats he's thinkin lahh kann ..
but yea .. overall it was so damn FUN !!

afta dat sent kydo bck home ..
den followed ma parents to changi ..
makan tym ..
but i onlie drank milo ..
i was so slepie lahh shey ..
i fell aslep otw bck home ..
haha .. but i stayed awake just to blog bout dis ehk ..
so ya ... haha ..
now im off to bed ..
but thers anotha thing i shud tell eu guys ..
narie , 14th , genap sebulan atim takk jmp tOyoL ..
well , thers nothin much to sae bout dis ..
but yea .. sumtyms i mish him ..
but just let the feeling remains as just mish .. FULLSTOP !!
nothin mor , nothin less ..
everythings gona b okaes ..
i'll do just fine .. (:
so , i gues dats it ..
gud morning .. MuaCkiEs !!


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BonCett

heyys ..
im at maia's hse ..
these few daes i ate so much lahh shiots !! haha ..
dahh boncet !!!!!! sobbs ..
hmm ... tonight gona watch movie ..
wif ma brader , pojie , kydo n sum othas ..
gona watch 'Where Got Ghost' .. huhu !~
perot dahh mtk ampon lahh sheyy .. haha ..

just now p2 met Jhazman ..
he's ok lahh kann ..
onlie dat he's a Malaysian lahh kann .. hehe ..
n he's too quiet lahh sheyy ..

hmm .. den we lpak at maia's hse ..
ate rice den watch tv ..
now p2 ish slepin .. Kydo n mie r just slackin ..
dunoe wat to do .. cant slep .. haish ..
n yahh .. i hafta go home earlie today .. hehe ..
will blog again later aiites .. hees ..
Loves .. MuAckiEs !!

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