a girl with a broken heart

47 days had passed ..
14th July was the last tym i met him ..
n i didnt expect it to b the last lahh ..
cus dat day , we're like NORMAL ..
thers no signs dat it wil b like dis ..
he asked mie 'eu .. kter aper ?..'
ma ans is the same ..
well , eventho we're not together , the feeling ish stil ther ..
i love him so much .. haiish ..
i may look okaes on the outside ..
but deep inside , everything is broken ..
tried to act as if nothin hapen ..
but how much longer can i pretend ?
i stil remember everything bout him ..
ma love fer him never fades ..
but does he feels the same way bout mie ?
hmm .. ntahlah ehk .. haiish ..
i just dun believe dat i can b like dis ..
brokened n hurt ..
weneva i realie think bout him jekk i feel like cryin ..
even just now ..
tym makan pat al-ameen , airmate bertakong lahh shiots ..
tried to control ma emotions ..
talked wif ma mum n try to cheer maself up ..
haiish !!!

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kenangan lalu

nie tym dulu2 ..
kter lek2 pat Gelare ..
we competed in finishin the drinks ..
n the last one to finish wil b forfeited ..
n so .. yahh .. im the LAST one .. haha ..
funny lahh ..
hafta walk in Cwp bare-footed ..
hahaks .. muke slumber jekk .. wakaka ..

yg nie laks ..
it was on last 2 yrs countdown if im not rong ..
we were so damn bored ..
haha .. muke mepek kann ..
we had so much fun lahh dat tym ..
haha .. 4 org dahh mcm 15 org .. huhu !~

6th day of puasa

wad the hell ish rong wif mie shiots ?..
i didnt fast since the 2nd day lahh shey ..
haish ..
y ehk ?.. i noe im not like dis lahh kann ..
hmm .. maken biolz ?..
yea mayb .. hees ..

thinkin of nothin ............
haha ..

ouh yahh ..
beAr2 owaes tok bout him ..
like wad the hell ..
cam nak cekik2 die .. ahaks !..
bahase kan org jekk keje die ..
tanak kalah laks tuhh ..
well .. sape takk knal die kann ..
slalu tanak kalah ..

hmm .. dis Mondae nak g WGS ke takk ehk ?
cam malas ponn ade .. haha ..
suspect kuat 'dorg' ade ..
haish ..

I MISS YOU SO MUCHIE !!

this song is for YOU

~ YoU ~

You were there to light my day .
You were there to guide me thru .
And my days down and up ,
I'll never stop thinking of you .
How can i forget all that .
You're the one who make me smile .
You'll always be a part of me.
How i wish you were still mine .

Never will forget the day .
How we've met and came this far .
Eventhough we got this feeling ,
but somehow it has to end up here .
I know its me who said goodbye .
That's the hardest thing to do .
'cause eu mean so much to me
And that's the truth from me to you .

For all the things we've done and say
For all the hurt that i've caused you .
I hope you will forgive me baby ,
cause that wasnt what i mean to do .

You were there to light my day .
You were there to guide me thru .
And my days down and up ,
I'll never stop thinking of you .
How can i forget all that .
You're the one who make me smile .
You'll always be a part of me.
How i wish you were still mine .

For all the things we've done and say
For all the hurt that i've caused you .
I hope you will forgive me baby ,
cause that wasnt what i mean to do .

4th day of puasa

can i say today shucks to the core ??
haish !~

woke up , met fyfie den went to maia's hse ..
as usual .. we just do our own stufs ..
hang out .. talked about so manie things ..
i was listening to songs wen fyfie sudenlie stood up n rushed out ..
den i heard people shouting .. arguing .. haish ..

y did they haf to treat her like dat ?
y r they so selfish ?
y cant they just understand ?
haiyoh .. i dunoe wad else to say lahh ..
i cant do anitin ..
all i can do ish just to b ther fer her ..
tok to her .. accompanie her ..

hmm .. their way in handling probs n our way ish diff ..
our families owaes sit down n tok ..
express wadeva eu feel n tell wad seems to b the prob ..
but the way they solve things are diff ..
not to say anitin bad bout them in dis fastin month lahh kann ..
but pls lahh ehk ..
THINK bout others like others think bout eu ..
yes , people do make mistakes .. but dis ish too much ..
like wad others said to you , just endure kkaes sis ..
i noe its too much oreadie , but just a bit more ..
im shure dat all dis hapens fer a reason ..
b strong aiites ..
we will owaes be by eur side ..


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