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i realie think dat i shud take a break from lpakin . haha .
i mean , seriouslie . i must !
okaes dis ghurl's thinks dat - it is fun havin them ard . they make me hapie n stufs . yea .
but dis young lady thinks dat - it ish tym to think about your future . eu shud have started plannin by now . a gud one .
haish ! pai bler kann nak cam niek .
unhealthy lifestyle ! ((:
i wil start by concentratin on my job .
den i can make the next move . ((:
ehk bdw ! end of the month nak enrol lesen okay .
with syarull n fyfie .
tuh pon lau fyfie jdyk .
lau tak jdyk takpe , ku amek nan syarull .
lau syarull tak jdyk takpe , ku amek sorg . ((:
ckp tak gune , tembak tak kenek .
just wait n c lahh . hmmmm .
bdw kann ! mie n fyfie planned to do tattoos .
hmm . shud i ? idk .
i realie wan to haf one . no ! 4 ! haha .
ntah lahh ehk . dats not important anyway .
bdw , tdyk abg ckp , ku dahh jual SP ku aru kau nak amek lesen . haish .
hahaha . takpe lahh . its not the tym fer mie to b a minah rempit yet . *winks2*
klah , i wana slep . later werkin at 7am (abg anta) . haha .
nytes loves . muackies ! (:

After 10 Months . . . . Still the same old ZaraBiolz . (:

woahh ! blog lahh shey .
hmm . almost 1 yr ku tak update blog . hehe .
wad hapen ehk . . . .


hmmmmm .2010 , thru out the year ive been in n out of love .
dats a normal thing ryt ? haha .
but stil , i onlie haf 4 ex okayy .
maintain dokk ! hees .
2010 taught me that not all 'tue kutoks' r matured n not all 'anak abus' r immature . (:
n yea , ive learned how to overcome heartbroken-ness . haha ! in a way urh .


recentlie , ive a family at BP .
We care , we share .
Simple life . Full of lafter , joy , happiness n also sadness .
With them ard , i dont feel down .
Always 'UP THERE' . whaeng ! haha .


But now , i think dat im gona stay at Marsiling back .
Someone told me that i know wads ryt n rong fer me .
Its just dat i dun bother to think about it .
First step to change everything bck to normal ish to go bck Marsiling .
Den from ther , its easier to see the ryt path .
N he said dat my BP family influenced me .
Dulu tym tgl Marsiling , slalu gy keje .
Smlm mabok pon sok tetap gy keje .
Tpyk at BP takk gy keje . haha .
But wad he said is true lahh kann . (:


Okayy . 2011 - A Brand New Start !!!!!
Lets make a change .
A big change . ((:
I hapie , ma family hapie , everyone hapie . Weeeee !~
n lets not think too much about love life dis year okayy zara ?
Atim wouldnt wana c dat hapen .

Heys . N0w in the car .
0dw t0 City Square .
Gona watch m0vie . Hmm . Cant mit my baby shey . ):
0n m0nday g0in t0 sp0re .
My dad g0in t0 c0urt . Hmm . H0pe everythings 0ryte .
I realy mish ma bear2 . *s0bs*
Hmm . Klah . Buhbye . Muahks !

Haish !~

Okay .
now can i complain ?
He's online whenever im not .
n wen im online , he's not .
haish .
dunoe wad to say lahh kann ..
yest , i was online til 2+am .
he wasnt online .
behh when i checked my FB dis mornin all the notifications are from him .
grrrr ..
wadeva lahh kann ..
dun wana think .

hmm . bdw mayb im goin out wif ma aunts n kuzzies later .
hope im gona haf a gud day .
haha . n just now i ate prata b4 had my shower sia .
prangai burok pe atim . huahuahua .
tpyk skg dahh andie okays . (:

Cafe World ...
it just makes mie bsy sia .
thanks to Sayang , kak maia n FyFiE lahh ehk .
hmmph !~

bdw kann .
Hadri Bin Omar a.k.a HBO sound ku jdyk scandal die .
haha ! funny lahh dat guy . hahas .
if eu alreadie haf probs wif eur ghurl , having scandal will onlie makes things worse eu idiot ! haha .
guys . no sayy no sayy ..
haha .

today ish the 2nd day i dun smoke .
good fer mie ! haha .

had a rough year last year .
hope this year gona b better .

tpyk kann ..
i'm afraid to commit urh .
i trust him . but i dun trust maself .
haish .
camane niek de ?
haiyah ...........

Mcm sial .

N0w waiting fer fo0d .
My mo0d ish n0t s0 gud ryt n0w . Haish .
Lyk cb sia !
Hmmph !
G0na head t0 cherating afta dis .
Dahlahh bdan gatal2 . Kenek gigit nyam0k .
Mak die peh mak lahh sial !
Fcuk !