if only .. haish !~

if only that day i didnt chat with him ..
things wont turn out this way ..
if only that day i didnt meet him ..
i wont start to fall for him ..
if only i know that its not going to work between us ..
i wouldnt love him like i do now ..
if only i know that he is just a passerby in my life ..
i wouldnt give him all the love and care ..
if only he feels the same way like i do ..
i wouldnt be sitting here n cry like a baby ..

i dunoe when it started ..
but i feel so gud wen i was wif him ..
i can easily forget the guy dat i liked fer almost 5yrs ..
all i can do ish to think bout him ..
wen he didnt contact mie i felt so lost ..
i realie love him ..

he said lets just be friends ..
i kept quiet ..
cus we ARE friends ..
just friends ..
from the very start ..
its onlie the feelings dat made mie think dat we're mor den just friends ..
n it hurts mie so bad ..
but wateva it ish ..
i just hope he's hapie wif his life ..
gudbye tOyoL ..

[[ZaRa_biOlz]]