3rd day of puasa ..

heyya ..
wana noe a secret ??
im not fastin todae ..
hees .. shhhhhh ..
dun tell people lahh kkaes ..
hmm .. just dun feel like it ..
or mayb i shud sae thers dis one devil ask mie not to ..
earlie in the mornin laks tuhh ..
ish ish ish ..
wakakakakaka !!
hope dis devil wil tag at ma tagboard 2moro mornin wen she read dis .. haha ..

well .. beAr2 didnt online yest ..
i wonder y .. hmm ..
ku takk cukop tdor ehk btw !! haish ..

i feel like cryin lahh now ..
dunoe y .. but i just feel like it ..
everything just shucks shiots ..
m i greedy or wad ??
love tOyoL but stil cant bear to lose beAr2 ..
hAish !~
its like wad the fcuk ..
feel like lettin go of everythin ..
but dis feelin ish just wayy too strong ..
urgh !!!
they wont understand how i feel ryt ??
ryt ryt ryt ??
like sumone said ..
i noe hu i wana b wif ..
but wif dis kinda situation i wonder if thers anie chance fer mie to b wif him ..
a part of mie wans mie to move on ..
but the other half wans mie to wait fer him ..
he said he dowan mie to get involve wif dis matter ..
i understand .. very well ..
but i dunoe y dis heart just cant seem to understand ..
haish ..

y do i hafta face all dis shit ?
y do i hafta b the one hu gets hurt ?
y i never get to be wif the one 1 love ?
y mie ?
y ?? y ?? y ??
hate it ! hate it ! hate it !
haish !~

im being childish eay ??
hees .. immature lahh katekann ..
18 ponn lom .. so its okaes fer mie to think dat way kann ??
haha .. kkaes .. wadeva ..
craps .. i noe ..
(:

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