Wednesday, August 5, 2009

its not mie bebeh ..

well , i never had the intention to hurt him ..
ever since i fell in love with him , i never stopped loving him ..
n i stil do .. so much ..
but i think its better if i stop showin ma love ..
n yea .. family comes fers ..
im not a self-centered kinda person ..
n dats y i chose to let him go ..
i dun deserve to b wif sumone like him ..
n i knew it all along ..
he's too gud fer a ghurl like mie ..
i deserve sumone better ??
nahh .. i noe wher i stand ..
hmm .. wateva i said at MSN just now , its just not mie ..
felt touched wen he sent 'My sis ckp menantu mak kirim salam.. Haha..' - dats mie ..
felt nervous n scared wen he said 'N yah one more ting.. Bout us..' - dats mie ..
felt sory fer fer him .. - dats mie ..
but all the sarcasm n those harsh werds, if thers anie , dats not mie ..
i did dat cus im tryin to hide ma feelings ..
i loved him too much ..
n i dun wana lose him ..
but all i did was to pretend dat im fine n everything's okaes ..
n now he's gone ..
haish !!

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