cHiPsMoRe , bAchEnN , ApiQuE , FaDhLi & tOyoL

hello ..
lets tok bout guys ..

hmm .. bout cHiPsMoRe ..
well aru2 niek i added him at MSN , Tagged n Facebook ..
slalu jgak lahh kter chat .. hees ..
senang ckit nak carik die lau die ilang .. haha ..

bAchEnN laks ..
these few daes tak jmp die ..
skg die dahh start keje .. todae ish his fers dae ..
thot of askin how was it , but die tak mcg tak ape ..
so watpe nak menyebokk kann .. hmm ..

about ApiQuE ..
we're still in cntct ..
n he's stil attached ..
but he stil can say dat he stil loves mie ..
its like WTH lahh kann .. haish ..
we've been mcgin each otha 3 days straight including today ..
n he stil remembers everythin bout mie ehk btw ..
hmm .. ish dat a gud thing or a bad thing ?? haha ..
ntahlah .. but i dun remember much bout him .. hees ..

Fadhli ..
a guy dat i just got to noe last week ..
i dun realie mcg him lahh kann ..
cam malas gtuk ..
malas nak mcg .. malas nak knal2 ..
haha .. he's kiyut .. dat i cant deny lahh .. hees ..
tpik AtiM dahh cam tawar ati gtuk nak knal2 alekk ..
haha .. dunoe y ehk .. hmm .. i wonder .. (:

BabYoLurpes ..
our relationship ish like hanging lahh kann ..
haha .. i haf nothin to say bout him ..
its just too complicated lahh ..
hmm .. does he ned tym or he's letting go ??
AtiM ponn takk tau ..
if he neds tym , i can give him tym ..
i can wait fer him if he wans mie to ..
but if he's letting go den i'll just leave him ..
*konpius*

n narie AtiM sebot name die 3 kali jekk ehk btw ..
i tried very3 hard tao .. igt senang ehk .. hmm ..
these few daes AtiM makan byk lahh sheyy ..
boncet maken menjadi jadi .. haha ..
klah3 .. buhbye .. gudnyts ..
tc .. muahks !~ (:

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Bowling

hmm .. wat i did todae ehk ..
fers , went AMK .. fetch Yasin ..
den to AMK Central ..
had our lunch at Banquet ..
i ate Chicken Porridge lahh sheyy ..
like a sicko freako !! hahaks ..
afta dat i met Putri , Qarnain & Nad at Yishun MRT ..
BOWLING lahh sheyy ..
haha .. its been like so damn long ever since i bowl ..
well , it was abit boring tho ..
ade lahh sbab2 tertentu .. hees ..
pastuh mie n Putri lpak wif Kydo n Lalam at Yishun ..
ate McChicken n ma stomach ish like bloated lahh siol ..
hehe .. now im HUNGRY !! AGAIN !!
wakaka !!
reached home at 10 ..
n here i am , online n blogging ..
hees .. now feeling tired , hungry & slepie ..
HAISH !!!!!!
kkaes .. blog again sum otha dae ..
till den .. sayonara !!

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its not mie bebeh ..

well , i never had the intention to hurt him ..
ever since i fell in love with him , i never stopped loving him ..
n i stil do .. so much ..
but i think its better if i stop showin ma love ..
n yea .. family comes fers ..
im not a self-centered kinda person ..
n dats y i chose to let him go ..
i dun deserve to b wif sumone like him ..
n i knew it all along ..
he's too gud fer a ghurl like mie ..
i deserve sumone better ??
nahh .. i noe wher i stand ..
hmm .. wateva i said at MSN just now , its just not mie ..
felt touched wen he sent 'My sis ckp menantu mak kirim salam.. Haha..' - dats mie ..
felt nervous n scared wen he said 'N yah one more ting.. Bout us..' - dats mie ..
felt sory fer fer him .. - dats mie ..
but all the sarcasm n those harsh werds, if thers anie , dats not mie ..
i did dat cus im tryin to hide ma feelings ..
i loved him too much ..
n i dun wana lose him ..
but all i did was to pretend dat im fine n everything's okaes ..
n now he's gone ..
haish !!

GoOdByE My LoVeR

heyy ..
hmm .. i've gif it a thot ..
n i've made ma decision ..
im gona let him go ..
i just hope dat he's hapie ..
those 3 werds , i wil nvr say it again ..
i wont bother him animor ..
wil just leave him fer gud ..
its not dat hard to 4get mie ryt ..
so i gues its reallie over ..
its tym fer mie to back out ..
goodbye tOyoL ..

The Most Boring Day For The Singles ..

HEYY !!
wana noe sumtin ??
im freakin bored ryt now ..
Diyan n Yaya went out ..
mit their BFs ..
so i gues todae ish the dae fer the Single ones to stay home ..
haish !~ mendakk gyler lahh sheyy ..
well , currentlie Diyan ish attached wif a mat motor ..
haha .. wats wif the mat motor ehk ??
** i wonder **
she seems hapie wif dat guy ..
so ya .. all the best .. (:
and dat guy bought fer her helmet ..
ade tAzzY .. ):
jeles i .. haha ..
kkaes .. stop it .. i dun ned a helmet aniwaes ..
hmm .. bler nak g east coast agiik ehk ?..
rindu laks nak maen rollerblade .. hmm ..
**thinking bout 'you know who' **
ermm .. still thinkin whether wana join Putri dis Wed ..
Bowling beb .. dah lamer tak maen .. hehe ..
n asl smorg nanak maen catchin niek ??
dat tym ajak Kydo , die tanak ..
ajak bAchEnN , die ponn tanak ..
boring urh dorg ehk ..
sape lahh leyy lyn aku nye mepek ??
agiik2 tym nga mendak gnik .. haha ..

hmm .. tdik ku tgk calendar ..
dah 2weeks n 5 days takk npk muke die ..
rindu kahh ?? hees ..
ntahlahh ehk .. no comment urh ..
eu shud noe oreadie pe by now ..

dat tym bAchEnN saw the movies tix dat i kept at the card holder tuhh ..
den he was like ' chey , simpan sheyy .. ' hehe ..
Kydo n Diyan said dat he likes mie ..
its like WTH .. hees ..
NO IT CANT BE TRUE !!
haha .. dramatic sia ..
but he ever said sumtin to mie ..
he love dis one ghurl ..
he lose her once , n he dowan it to hapen fer the second tym ..
but he dunoe how to tell her dat he realie love her ..
hmm .. Diyan said dat the ghurl ish mie ..
but i dun think so lahh kann ..
hmm .. or i dun even wana think bout it ??
ntahlah ehk .. sumtyms i noe wats hapenin but i tend to act as if nothin hapen ..
ish dat wat im doin ryt now ??
thinking too much bout tOyoL n not seein thers sumone infront of mie ??
ntahlah ehk .. but dis heart haf a reason dat reasons dun understand ..
so ya .. dun blame mie lahh kaes ..
but the bottomline ish , THAT GIRL IS NOT ME .. hehe ..

hmm .. thot he wont kol mie yest ..
but he did .. hmm .. i mean dis mornin ..
he kolled at ard 4+am ..
tol pehh bAchEnN .. hehs ..

I MISS MY PEEPS !!
bler agiik ehk nak kua nan dorg ..
hmm .. c how lahh kann ..
klah .. sampai disini saje ..
buhbye .. tc .. love eu .. mUaHks !!

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