this song is for YOU

~ YoU ~

You were there to light my day .
You were there to guide me thru .
And my days down and up ,
I'll never stop thinking of you .
How can i forget all that .
You're the one who make me smile .
You'll always be a part of me.
How i wish you were still mine .

Never will forget the day .
How we've met and came this far .
Eventhough we got this feeling ,
but somehow it has to end up here .
I know its me who said goodbye .
That's the hardest thing to do .
'cause eu mean so much to me
And that's the truth from me to you .

For all the things we've done and say
For all the hurt that i've caused you .
I hope you will forgive me baby ,
cause that wasnt what i mean to do .

You were there to light my day .
You were there to guide me thru .
And my days down and up ,
I'll never stop thinking of you .
How can i forget all that .
You're the one who make me smile .
You'll always be a part of me.
How i wish you were still mine .

For all the things we've done and say
For all the hurt that i've caused you .
I hope you will forgive me baby ,
cause that wasnt what i mean to do .

4th day of puasa

can i say today shucks to the core ??
haish !~

woke up , met fyfie den went to maia's hse ..
as usual .. we just do our own stufs ..
hang out .. talked about so manie things ..
i was listening to songs wen fyfie sudenlie stood up n rushed out ..
den i heard people shouting .. arguing .. haish ..

y did they haf to treat her like dat ?
y r they so selfish ?
y cant they just understand ?
haiyoh .. i dunoe wad else to say lahh ..
i cant do anitin ..
all i can do ish just to b ther fer her ..
tok to her .. accompanie her ..

hmm .. their way in handling probs n our way ish diff ..
our families owaes sit down n tok ..
express wadeva eu feel n tell wad seems to b the prob ..
but the way they solve things are diff ..
not to say anitin bad bout them in dis fastin month lahh kann ..
but pls lahh ehk ..
THINK bout others like others think bout eu ..
yes , people do make mistakes .. but dis ish too much ..
like wad others said to you , just endure kkaes sis ..
i noe its too much oreadie , but just a bit more ..
im shure dat all dis hapens fer a reason ..
b strong aiites ..
we will owaes be by eur side ..


[[ZaRa_biOlz]]

3rd day of puasa ..

heyya ..
wana noe a secret ??
im not fastin todae ..
hees .. shhhhhh ..
dun tell people lahh kkaes ..
hmm .. just dun feel like it ..
or mayb i shud sae thers dis one devil ask mie not to ..
earlie in the mornin laks tuhh ..
ish ish ish ..
wakakakakaka !!
hope dis devil wil tag at ma tagboard 2moro mornin wen she read dis .. haha ..

well .. beAr2 didnt online yest ..
i wonder y .. hmm ..
ku takk cukop tdor ehk btw !! haish ..

i feel like cryin lahh now ..
dunoe y .. but i just feel like it ..
everything just shucks shiots ..
m i greedy or wad ??
love tOyoL but stil cant bear to lose beAr2 ..
hAish !~
its like wad the fcuk ..
feel like lettin go of everythin ..
but dis feelin ish just wayy too strong ..
urgh !!!
they wont understand how i feel ryt ??
ryt ryt ryt ??
like sumone said ..
i noe hu i wana b wif ..
but wif dis kinda situation i wonder if thers anie chance fer mie to b wif him ..
a part of mie wans mie to move on ..
but the other half wans mie to wait fer him ..
he said he dowan mie to get involve wif dis matter ..
i understand .. very well ..
but i dunoe y dis heart just cant seem to understand ..
haish ..

y do i hafta face all dis shit ?
y do i hafta b the one hu gets hurt ?
y i never get to be wif the one 1 love ?
y mie ?
y ?? y ?? y ??
hate it ! hate it ! hate it !
haish !~

im being childish eay ??
hees .. immature lahh katekann ..
18 ponn lom .. so its okaes fer mie to think dat way kann ??
haha .. kkaes .. wadeva ..
craps .. i noe ..
(:

[[ZaRa_biOlz]]

suppose its gona b a bad dae .. haish !

WHAT THE HELL ??
he stil kips his ex mcgs ?..
now den i realize ?..
haish ..
kkaes .. think positive ..
mayb he's just lazie to delete all the mcgs ..
urgh ! wadeva ..
shit !! its gona b a bad day i gues ..
haish ! haish ! haish !

ouh yahh ..
btw , i miss eu too .. haha ..
muahks !
cant stop loving eu lahh kann ..
ILYSM !!!!

2nd day of puase ..

todae ish the lamest dae ever ..
haish ..
tell mie wads e use of fastin if eu slept al dae long ??
like wad the fuck kann .. haiyoh ..
just now break fast wif ma bro n yaya onie ..
ma parents went to ma grandparents hse..
hmm .. den afta dat went to my port ..
lek2 , chill2 , tok2 wif yaya n smoke ..
n gues wad ??!!
ma brader actualie saw mie smokin lahh sheyy ..
i was like OMIGOD !!
hmm .. but his reaction wasnt like wad i expected ..
feel guilty lahh kann .. hees ..
oh2 !! kuruku !~