heyy ..
nakk update apa ya .. hehe ..
hmm .. kkaes .. recentlie im contactin wif dis one guy ..
i'll just name him as 'bAchEnN' lahh kaes ..
we owaes hangout 2gether ..
wif Kydo n Diyan .. sometyms wif otha ppl lahh ..
but most of the tym its onlie the 3 of us ..
mie , bAchEnN n Kydo ..
well , the motive ish to make mie not to think bout tOyoL ..
but Kydo n bAchEnN owaes made mie think of him ..
hmm .. yea , bAchEnN noes bout tOyoL ..
i told him almost everything ..
fer example science ctr , catchin , 'usah tinggal daku kekasih' , zali zali boom boom n etc lahh kann ..
its not dat i wana 4get tOyoL ..
but i hafta 4get the feelings ..
cus he wans it to b dat wae ..
he wans mie to MOVE ON ..
but like bAchEnN said , we can onlie 4get the feelings we had but not the person we ever loved ..
but its not easy fer mie to let him go wen i stil haf the feeling dat he stil love mie ..
if we love each otha so much , y does it hafta end dis wae ??
its like as if thers nothin we can do to make it werk btwn us ..
hmm .. yea .. i dun sae much .. i onlie type wat i feel ..
n yea , now im typin ..
im letting it all out ..
I LOVE HIM ..
I MISS HIM ..
but i gues he's doin just fine w/o mie ..
unlike mie , struggling , lost n dwelling bout the past ..
haish .. why the hell m i crying ehk ?..
haish .. it just hurts mie so much ..
so damn much .. URGH !!!
im losing grip ..
like cb sia ..
