But seriously no mood for all that .
I dont know why im starting to think about him again .
was in the bus on our way to Clarke Quay , thinking bout him .
was gonna cry . but stil stay strong .
changed my wallpaper to the tazzy he airbrushed when we just got to know each otha .
im not okay , m i ? idk ! fuck !
was thinkin of getting drunk yest . but when reached there , lost the mood to drink . -.-'
i know i dun haf anie feelings fer him animor .
but y i stil mish n care fer him ? idk !
sometimes i just hate maself . i hate this feelings im feeling . -.-'
