fucked up !

heyy .
just now watched movie at cwp .
wif adi farhan .
we watched red riding hood den mars needs mom .
hees . den chill n drank a can of beer b4 going bck hm .
hmmm . den at fb momok said dat 'die dahh berpunye .'
down sekejap . but its not serious at all .
stakat calar jekk . takk luke ponn . haha .
Sunday , got kendarat n gona get drunk afta dat wif adi farhan , fadily , syed n fyfie .
only if i haf the mood to go lahh . hmmm .
just now Nazlie went out wif ayie ! fuck sia .
stress jap aku dibuatnye . haish .
dah lahh . tdor urh . nytes . (:

Just Bored (:

weeehoooooo !
at home , bored !
well , he went fer the operation yest .
all went well . thot of visitin him .
but , can i ?
if i can , shud i ?
if i shud , wud i ?
it's at j.e sia .
nehmind ! it all depends on momok .
if momok's gona visit him den i'll just tagg along . ((:
hope he's doin gud now .
wonderin if he's aslep .
tgh tinggikan ego niek .
tanak mcg die .
bialah die . haha . die igt die sorg ley ego .


hmmmm . i noe im strong enuff to let go .
but y i didnt ? siao !
haha . wad saket aty jekk .
buang mase jekk .
takyah lahh nakk pk2 .
im hapie now .
so y shud i think abt sumtin which makes me unhapie .
tol takk ?
takk tau lahh kan .
bdw . on 5th march , Sat , went fer bbq pit .
saw EC ther .
he kol me minah batam !
kwang asam tols .
sengaje kcao org . org takk kcau die tuh dah urh .
mangkok urh diktuhh . besar pehh mangkok .
den on the 8th , momok ajak lpak nan EC .
den i said i dowan .
then EC kol me tnye nak lpak ke takk .
momok showed the mcgs btwn me n him to EC .
tuh lagyk satu mangkok . haha .
but they r nice ppl . FRIENDS i mean .
i made a bet with momok .
hu drinks hafta treat swensen's . haha .
actualy i did dat cus i wana restrain maself frm drinkin .
just makin up excuses . (:
but dis sunday mayb pojie nak bkak botol . CHIVAS !
woww ! temptation sia . cb tols . takpe2 .
c how it goes . ((:
klah . nytes . muahks ! <3

-.-'

Clubbing yesterday .

But seriously no mood for all that .

I dont know why im starting to think about him again .

was in the bus on our way to Clarke Quay , thinking bout him .

was gonna cry . but stil stay strong .

changed my wallpaper to the tazzy he airbrushed when we just got to know each otha .

im not okay , m i ? idk ! fuck !

was thinkin of getting drunk yest . but when reached there , lost the mood to drink . -.-'

i know i dun haf anie feelings fer him animor .

but y i stil mish n care fer him ? idk !

sometimes i just hate maself . i hate this feelings im feeling . -.-'