MSN conversation . That will be the last . (:

Sazali Toyol says :
can do me a favor?

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
wad ?

Sazali Toyol says :
bbl serious jap leh?
bout us...
can?

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
ape ?

Sazali Toyol says :
hmm..
cam ne ehk nak start
u have anytin 2 ask me tak?

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
ape yg eu nak ckp eu ckp jek urh .

Sazali Toyol says :
takpe lah..
nvm

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
ckp urh .
dahh ckp gtuk behh takk bbual .

Sazali Toyol says :
hm..
takut sakit kan hati u..

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
takpe .
dah biase .

Sazali Toyol says :
takmu ckp gitu
haiz..
sblm ape2..
i wana say sorry n also thk u 4 all the things u have done for m
me*
sorry cos i gave u hope..
sorry i always ignore u..

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
n y ish dat ?

Sazali Toyol says :
thks cos u always b there if i need u..
dun ask why lah.
i also dunnoe
but i want all dis to end..
not even as a fren.. i just cant lah..

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
y not ?
cus i always kacau eu ?
disturb eu ?

Sazali Toyol says :
yeah.
sorry
i dun like

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
okae den .
sory

Sazali Toyol says :
no im sorry not u

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
no .
im suppose to say dat to eu .
ish dat all ?

Sazali Toyol says :
tsk ape2 lah..
yeah tats all..

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
ok .

Sazali Toyol says :
have u got anytin 2 say?

ZaRa_biOlz LuRpEz says :
just take care .

Sazali Toyol says :
u 2..

Last message received at 3:32 AM on 4/2/2011.

What do i actually want in life ? I dont know ? That's not a good answer .

i realy dont know wads gonna hapen next .
i dun even noe wad im thinkin ryt now ?
why do i like him so much ?
n why he reminds mie of toyol so much ?
the way he acts , the way he toks .
haish . i dun think we wil ever b tgt .
even if he sound mie now , i wud haf rejected .
he's a mature guy . mie ? not even near . haha .
he's expectin a future . wher as i dun even think abt it YET .
well , mayb i do . my heart is ready to commit .
but me , myself n my life like dis ? NO !
i hafta change b4 finding a guy .
my stubborness always gets in the way .
haish . y was i born like dis ?
can i just shut maself down just like a computer ?
or mayb reboot ?
ARGHH ! fuck man . i hate dis life .